The dorms had recently been upgraded with the latest tech-ethernet. Being an awkward technogeek misfit, I could not have asked for a more perfect scenario. What I felt uncomfortable doing face to face in the bars and clubs, I could easily do behind the virtual barrier of a computer screen. Online, free serial miley jab hum tum episodes. Cruising the online bulletin boards, I discovered internet relay chat (IRC). My initial intention was to connect with other gay men, become friends and perhaps find a boyfriend. I wanted to experience what it was like to go on a dinner date. It wasn’t very long before I found a guy who I really connected with, who lived fairly close and had a car. We didn’t have webcams yet, so we couldn’t exchange pictures. We went out to dinner, and though the conversation flowed nicely, I didn’t feel any sparks between us. After all, I had only been with one guy before and life was supposed to be a buffet where I could sample all those fine cuts of meat, right? He treated me because I was a “poor college student” and in my mind, that was reason enough to go back to my dorm room to have sex. Michael and I started dating a couple of weeks later, and within a few months, we got serious. One promise I had made was if I ever was so lucky to find love, I would be completely honest with him. I told him about my sexual past and he accepted me unconditionally without judgment. He taught me what love was supposed to be-being there for each other through thick and thin, working through the rough patches to make us stronger, and sharing moments we would always hold onto. Still, we took our time to become intimate because we knew that a solid foundation meant we had to be connected in every way, not just physically. I’m not saying we didn’t test those boundaries. We were really attracted to one another, but we held off on having intercourse. We got tested after three months of dating, and again after six months. Both times, we came back negative for everything, and at that point, we were ready.
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